The Abyss Gazes Also Into You ::: About Me
April 28, 2003

What if I told you that I believe in lake-monsters? Nessie, Ogopogo, Nahuelito, all of them. I expect that some people would relegate me to fringe science. Nonetheless, I stand by my original statement. I do believe in lake-monsters, though perhaps not in a form that the declaration implies. I believe that biologists customarily relegate lake-monster research to pseudo-science, and sociologists typically avoid the subject due to its scientific connections. Thus, the academic community misses out on one of the world's more interesting subjects. Across the world, towns nestle along these lakes, each uniquely absorbing legend into their daily lives. It is in this regard that lake-monsters do exist, in the whisper on the docks, and the scuba gear rental shop, and the photograph in the tourism bureau. I hope to travel to these places in a worldwide encounter with lake-monster culture.

Before I get carried away and you conclude that I am intellectually swimming in a far-off sea, let me tell you my history. First, I can't swim well. Second, you see, I am one of many children who grew up on the New York side of Lake Champlain, a body of water that is supposedly home to a lake-monster. This particular creature even has a name: Champy. While I have yet to personally confirm or deny the existence of Champy, I have painted pictures of him in elementary school; I have gone to baseball games and laughed at Champy mascots; I have dog-paddled back to the motorboat with great haste after falling off my water-skis. To me, and others from my town, Champy is real, regardless of whether or not he physically exists. To use the terms of postmodern theorist Jean Beaudrillard, the legend of a lake-monster constitutes a simulacrum, whereby the surrounding effects of the mystery become more real than the debate over whether or not lake-monsters really exist.

The secrecy of deep water has captivated me since I was a child. I was eight and digging through dinosaur books when I found a drawing of an immense prehistoric sea turtle and was so entranced that I named my cat after it - Archelon, though everyone else called him Archie. Like my cat, I struggled with the fear of water and thought that my bones were too dense for swimming. But how often our fears feed our fascinations! My fear of the deep meant that I was especially taken by novels like Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea and television shows like SeaQuest. These may not have cured my fear, but my imagination was insipired and I refused to accept boredom as a natural state of mind. Before long I dreamed of visiting islands on the other side of the world.

Although I leapt at the prospect of spending four years of college in Tacoma, on the other coast of the United States, I never forgot the quirky lake-monster mystery in the quiet small town where I spent my first eighteen years of life. Now, as I am about to finish college, I am torn by two different desires. I want to travel and experience the world around me, but at the same time, I want to rediscover my hometown and explore what made my childhood special. I've decided that the two do not necessarily compete with each other. I have a plan.

Living with a lake-monster is not all that uncommon. From as close as Canada and Scotland to as far away as South Africa and Australia, people all over the world participate in what I call lake-monster culture. By traveling to these places, I can simultaneously learn about far-off new places and, by comparison, my own hometown traditions. In each of these places, the legends leave footprints on the minds and souls of its residents, whether or not monster-sized footprints can be found on the beach.

The next question would be: how do we capture the spirit of these residents? During my summer research in New Zealand last year, I managed to tell many narratives simply through photography. However, I can speak first-hand of the danger of misunderstanding the culture of a foreign place. I was introduced to the flag of the indigenous Maori people by a tour guide, who told me that the triad of red, black, and white colors represented evil, humanity, and the divine. At first I was convinced, but suspecting that there was more to the story, I spoke about this to an elderly Maori man in a nearby town. He vehemently scoffed at the story as "rubbish." He invited me into his home to patiently explain the full context of the colors, how they represented the Maori creation myths of sky father and earth mother, each combining to create the spiral of life on earth. I pondered both stories for a long time, wondering which was closer to the truth. Then I realized that other cultures contain generational gaps and contradictory opinions, just as our own does. Indeed, therein lies their vitality.

It is particularly important to see beyond ideas of purity and authenticity in the case of lake-monster culture, where some are more interested in the science, others in the local identity, and others in the tourism market. Each person is uniquely correct.

I am especially excited to experience global lake-monster culture because I can finally bring math, computers, and the humanities together. My technological expertise can finally complement my appreciation for the nuances of cultural studies. Since returning from New Zealand, not only am I fascinated by the complicated nature of culture and tourism, I am interested in the patterns of graphic design which tourism uses to encapsulate culture. For this reason, during last year's fall semester I worked full-time at a co-operative learning course as an intern at a local graphic design company. On the technical side, I learned how to use advanced computer programs such as Photoshop, Illustrator, and Flash. On the artistic side, I learned from my advisor, a fastidious professor of art, to consider my audience and the message that I convey through artwork. I became conscious of important design concepts such as color theory and typography. Along the way, I also discovered a global community of cutting-edge designers who use the Internet to express a striking balance of textual and graphical imagery. With this as inspiration, I decided to make a web page to explain the effects of cultural tourism in New Zealand, using nearly 200 photos that I had taken with a digital camera. All of this background is important, because I hope to take this medium of expression to a new level with lake-monster culture. Now that I am comfortable both with artistic computer programs and with graphic design, I can create an interactive presentation that conveys far more than a slideshow or an academic journal article ever could.

This is an important objective. Having grown up amongst the legend of Champy, I am alarmed at essays and biological articles of lake-monsters. These texts pursue greatly detailed scientific theories about how a monster could or could not exist. Yet the local community is usually ignored. I believe that these scientific, dehumanizing explanations come at the expense of important humanistic context, and neglect the greater, more interesting subject.

I believe that a yearlong Watson excursion will provide me with an even greater appreciation for culture on a personal level, and provide me with the experience and inspiration to continue my education to a master's degree in geography. But perhaps more importantly, I want to better understand my own hometown culture.

The philosopher Friedrich Nietzshe was once known to have muttered, "Battle not with [lake] monsters, lest ye become one, and if you gaze into the Abyss, the Abyss gazes also into you." I believe that this quote explains much about understanding and accepting the unknown. We cannot fight the idea of a lake-monster, lest we become shy to the subject, and remain in the murky waters, misunderstanding the surrounding reality. After all, what would it mean if the Abyss gazed also into us as we peer into the lake? If a lake-monster was to covertly surface its head and watch the hullabaloo that surrounds it, I feel that the creature would find all of this as humorous, fascinating, and inspiring as I do.

Comments

Buck, your page blows me away. What did you use to make your map? Hope you don't get eaten during your travels (but then again, if you pull a Pinochio, you'll have a better story to tell.)

Posted by: Phil Edry on May 10, 2003 04:41 PM

Phil, the map part was all made with Flash. That was the most fun part of the whole site to make too!

Posted by: Buck on May 13, 2003 12:36 AM

I want to eat Buck too. That would be the most fun part of all.

Posted by: Tristin Ludlow on May 27, 2003 05:20 PM

Hey Buck, I'm from Plattsburgh, where'd you grow up? I kinda stumbled upon your site while looking for a Nietzsche quote... it's fascinating. Strangely enough, I was thinking about Champy just the other day. They don't have things like that out here in LA :D

Posted by: Rich Bisso on July 13, 2003 07:58 AM

Damn Buck. I read your 2 essays in December when you sent them to my mother (the infamous local elem school teacher), but just read them again and they were even better this time around. I'm jealous! What a way to learn about the rest of the world, and sweet home Altona at the same time :)

Posted by: Adam Shutts on July 19, 2003 12:20 PM

These people like to have fun with Lake Tianchi's monster!

Posted by: Phil Edry on July 22, 2003 05:24 PM

Sorry, link didn't post. The URL is http://forums.fark.com/cgi/fark/comments.pl?IDLink=590116

Posted by: Phil Edry on July 22, 2003 05:25 PM

Hey Buck,

I just read about your website in Arches so I thought that I would look you up and say "Hi." I'm so jealous about your adventures around the world!! I think what you are doing is great! :) Be safe and don't get eaten by any monsters.

Posted by: Juliet on September 29, 2003 02:43 AM

Hey, Buck ---

This fan of Ogopogo, who happens to work in the Office of Admission, has a question for you. Would you mind sending me your e-mail address? I'm at mreed@ups.edu.

Oh, and this is my new favorite Web site.

Scratch Nessie for me when you meet her,
Melanie Reed
Director of Freshman Admission
University of Puget Sound

Posted by: Melanie Reed on October 8, 2003 07:39 PM

Buck, may I be one of the many to say "YOU ROCK!" Can I? Can I? Your page is beautiful, and your pictures are inspiring a wonderlust that I someday hope to quench as efficiently as you. If any lake monsters try to eat you, just bop them on their nose. If they don't have a nose... then the nearest olfactive appendage will do.

I see that you're not going to be in Asia during your travels, but I'll be in Tokyo from March till July, and in South Korea for a week in April. If you're going to be in Australia or New Zealand at this time, then maybe we can meet up somewhere, if your schedule would allow it. Either way, email me about this.

Keep up the good work, hippie.

Posted by: Jenna on October 13, 2003 05:59 PM

que tal!? que bueno llegar a ver tu pagina!! me encantaaaaaaa!! lastima que soy muy lenta leyendo en ingles... entonces la tendre que abrir varias veces para leer poco a poco...
espero fotos nuestras en "mi pagina" je!
kiss
paula

Posted by: paula on October 24, 2003 11:04 PM

EXCELLENT WORK, DUDE! Well, I'm not only posting to congratulate you on your great project, but I needed a sort-of favor, man: this school year, I'm doing a project for National History Day on lake monsters. I need to interview an eyewitness of my subject or an expert on my subject. I really can't find anyone else, I came here. Please e-mail me!

The interview needs to be done by January 4th! PLEASE REPLY A.S.A.P.

Posted by: Brandon on December 17, 2003 08:05 PM

Hey Buck, You look great! Keep up the good work.

Posted by: Tom on January 16, 2004 01:52 PM

hi! i would like to congratulate you because of your great interest in that subject. it's amazing how storys and leyends can change people's mind, really?? well, im argentinian, from cordoba, and i love Bariloche, so im glad taht you were there! continue like that!!! ah! a los argentinos, aca tambien deberias hacer esto, nO? hay tantas leyendas sin descubrir todavia!! see you!! good luck!! sol

Posted by: soledad on February 2, 2004 12:20 PM

Hy, I represent a documental film production and we would like to have an interview with you or your people about the reserch of Nahuelito. This is for one chapter of the serie Latinoamerica Historias Perdidas, the chapter is about fantastic animals and legends, also is about the people who study theese animals and legends.

We are intrested in making contact with you.
Thanks for your time.

Best regards.
Jorge Luis Sucksdorf
Producer.
Distelecine S.A.

Posted by: Jorge Luis on February 2, 2004 02:11 PM

Muchas gracias, mis amigos de sudamerica! Viva la VIVA de Clarin! :)

Posted by: Buck on February 3, 2004 12:55 AM

Hi Buck! Felicitaciones por tu investigación. Estoy seguro que tu historia terminará siendo llevada al cine en poco tiempo.
Quería hacerte una pregunta. Soy un fan de Led Zeppelin desde hace años. Siempre leí sobre las versiones satánicas de Boleskin House y los supuestos ritos que Jimmy Page practicaba siguiendo los consejos de Aleister Crowley.
Crees que hay algo de cierto y alguna vinculación de Nessie en todo ello?
Mucha suerte en tu proyecto.
R.

Posted by: ricardo on February 3, 2004 10:46 AM

Buck--

We would like to add a profile on you to the cameos that appear on the UPS home page. Please contact me to discuss this possibility, as well as the possibility of using one of the photos from this site for the profile.

Barbara Weist
Web Manager
University of Puget Sound

Posted by: Barbara Weist on February 27, 2004 05:51 PM
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